and i think ppl will say “it’s like, each and everytime aku blog, lepas few days i need to password protect. what’s the point of blogging kan?”
aku tak puas hati with A, and B might be a good friend of A, and since aku nak jaga my friendship yg aku respect with B, i need to password protect the post yg aku tak puas hati with A. (do you get it? i don’t really actually. haha)
i kinda think i wanna make my life private, which means i might be closing this blog. no, i mean, just let it be. yg lama biar je, yang baru i’ll just keep it to myself. i might be opening a new blog, maybe at blogspot untuk aku apdet pasal photography je. bukan aku taknak gune kemudahan photoblog yang lain, but leceh la. all got limitation. hopefully blogspot takde lah kan. 
berbalik kepada story nak buat blog baru tu, mmg i’ve planned nak blog at blogspot sebab kemudahan yang diberi, and dulu azhan gune blogspot, so he didn’t let me use blogspot. skg im using my own laptop, so sukesukihati aku la nak buat ape pon kan. that particular blog will consist photos je. no random scribbling by me. takde lg ketupat atau umpatan dari aku. nak jadi budak baik pulak (konon).
each time aku baca blog orang lain, macam best je hidup diorang. they can just write what they want, takde sapa nak marah pun. but when aku tulis, people will talk bout it. so? diam je la.
people talk bout what i wear, what i use, what i do. suke hati aku la aku nak pakai ape pon. (mcm dlm blog phynaz) i dont wear levis, aku tak mampu pakai swatch, barang aku semua bukan duit aku. all given by my parents. so aku takde la nak bangga with what i have. what i use is what was given by my parents. takde la sampai nak show off each and everything i have. kalau ade pun, it might be when im with my friends, close friends i mean, or secara bahasa pasarnya, membe2 baik aku. like of course lah kan, when we are using new items, baru beli kan, mesti la nak share it with our friends kan? tp taktau la if manusia2 itu salah anggap or misunderstood with me. i just wanna share great moments when aku dapat something i really like with other people, bukan aku nak show off.
semua org mcm tu jgk kan, when hg nak something, and u had to wait for years to get it, and finally bende tu bergolek depan mata, sape tak happy. mesti la nak share it with your friends kan. aku tak faham kenapa orang lain will talk bout it. kann.. when we talk bout other people, or them, mesti ada ja yang tak puas hati.
so, secara konklusinya, aku nak stop all my blogging things that i’ve done before. kalau dah aku apdet, then ade mulut2 yang cakap belakang, buat ape aku nak apdet kan. baik duduk diam2 biar blog ni mati je.
this particular post pun mesti ade yang tak puas hati nanti. kalau tak suke, jangan baca. ALT + F4 is the best button for you.
my new blog is still under progress, maybe lepas exam (hopefully) baru aku bukak. or maybe early november.
i have no mood to study lah wei. i just dontknowwhyyy..!~
toodle.
