means friend.
aite. lots of people walk in and out if my life. but it’s impossible for them to replace friends i already have. people who knows me very well really knows me.
some of my friends, i can only talk about another friend with them. some might only be able to talk bout studies. some, i can only talk bout guys. maybe some other of them can talk bout movies, music.
i really need someone who i can talk about almost everything. i already have a few, and the first person is – my mother. i can talk almost everything about my life to my mum. my boyfriends, my ex-es, crushes, my girlfriends, friendship life, campus life, good&bad old school days, financial, studies, movies, artistes, tv, cartoon, foods, and ALMOST ANYTHING! mum never say i’m fat, not like everyone else in this house (azhan too), mum too, will cook whatever i want when i say i want to eat something (unless if she’s busy), she will buy me what i wanted (unless the thing is not important) and mum will do almost everything to me, and my siblings. (well mak sapa tak buat kan).
the reason why im talking bout my mum is because – i never write bout my family here. 
i love my mum but i never tell people how great my mother is. burfday dah lepas, mother’s day pun dah lepas. baru ade time nak tulis pasal my mother. wahahaha.
and my tomodachi-es, yang ada sekarang bukan tak perfect, dah memang nobody’s perfect pun kan. and so do i. so i hope people out there won’t put high hope for me to be the best tomodachi yang takkan sakitkan hati korang. memang sifat aku, suke menyakat orang, suke perli orang, suke kacau orang. but once hang cari pasal dgn aku, jangan HARAP aku nak EVEN APPROACH hang. so jangan cuba cari pasal lah kan, if taknak anything bad happen to our friendship. dah itu mmg sifat aku, and aku xboleh ubah. memang la we need to change ourself before asking ppl to change themselves, tapi if aku dah berubah, orang lain susah nak ubah, lagi mau tunggu ker?
i dont wanna talk bout my tomodachies i already have now, cause they’rea all already almost perfect to me. for instance, this A person, i can talk bout band, boys, girls, movies, crapping all night, sharing 1001 problems, outings, photography, lepakings, and the shoulder for me to cry on. B person i can trust him with all my heart just like my own brother. C person, i can talk bout guys with him, and share my problem among other girls, movies. D person, i can crap with him, but not everysinglething. E person, i jz get to know her, still under progression of knowing each other, but it’s like we already knew each other for years! maybe its because of the environment kat hostel, where everyone is like strangers to us. we knew nobody there, so new friends will lighten up the darkness of your life. next, F person, i knew her since primary school, and the thing i really like is, we had a fight couple of times, and she is still able to accept me. respect sangat. and she still, remember everysinglefunnythings that happened to us. salute!
to all my tomodachi-es, i love you all till death.
toodle.
