drama here and there™

for trusting that guy? actually i was told by a friend of mine, jangan rapat dengan die. he’s not like what you thought he was. mulut cakap baek punye, but in real, prangai macam haram jadah. depan aku, buat perangai baek gile. pijak charlie pon tak kene asid die. blakang aku, macam setan. seblah tangan was messaging with me, the other hand duk on call with pmpuan lain. oh please, aku sikit pon tak heran la jantan macam tu. nak buat pun, cari la suitable time bai. nak kata bowdow, agak pandai gak. sembang macam gile bagus. tapi perangai sama gak dgn jantan lain. bila sembang, cakap gile babi macam budak RPI. padahal, perangai buruk gile. anak kambing pun elok lg kot.

im so gonna terminate the celcom line, heran apa aku. and change the address too.

he’s so gonna get an ass kick from me.

tade mood nak apdet dah. hmph!

lagu yg agak lama, tp best.

Delta Goodrem – Lost Without You

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes (I say)
A little righteous and too proud
I just wanna find a way to compromise
Cause I believe we can work things out

I thought that I had all the answers
never givin in
but baby since you’ve gone
I admit I was wrong

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we’d never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I’d do
im lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I’m lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blurs
baby I’m so lonely all the time
everywhere I go I get so confused
your the only thing thats on my mind

On my bed so cold at night
I miss you more each day
only you can make it right
no I’m not too proud to say

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we’d never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is I’m lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I’m lost without you

If I could only hold you now
make the pain just go away
can’t stop the tears from running down my face

All I know is I’m lost without you
I’m not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we’d never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I’d do
I’m lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
an all I know is
I’m lost without your love
I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is
I’m lost without you
I’m lost without you

to keep whatever you feel just to yourself or to tell your feelings to other people? is it ok to let everyone else happy, and your feelings are not well taken care by other people?

i need the answer, asap.

many people walked in and out of my life, but none of them would ever replace my gydyxes – joyce and fares. tho we’re far apart, still, they’re the only person on earth who actually understand me. maybe sometimes they might not, but at least they tried to understand me, and they tried hard not to break my heart.

i hope no one would underestimate bout wtv things i write here, cuz i write what i feel. this is my blog, i can write what i want. if you dont like my writing, i suggest you to press CTRL + F4. im not good at smackin people face to face, so here’s the only place i could smack people.

i missed the old days, being a school student, i missed my friends, i missed the teachers, i missed the surroundings, and yes, i missed the penang slank/dialect. here everyone spoke southern dialects, including me. (well aku mmg cakap mcm ni so dont blame me lah kan). bukan nk jd poyo, but mmg this is me. im just being myself. people might change, so do i. maybe la, a lil bit. to become a better person, bkn makin melingkup kan. =)

its 12am sharp. and im not sleepy. mmg ar, each time ade gap between classes, i made my own class – kelas bantal. best woo!

im sitting with my classmate, suhana. she’s kinda busy dengan myspace, and im busy writing. hehe.

thats it lah kot for this post.

the post yg i promised tu, tunggu dulu ye. now im in uitm, this laptop pun xleh read CF card. adoyai.

till then,
muah.

wait for the next post..

my gadgets. =)

*xde masa nak apdet dow, kene tunggu masa yg sesuai. i draft them, nanti bila ceq free ceq post it up here aite!*

i don’t know, but i’m kinda in the happy mood now.

why?

reason #1. mom gave me budget for raya-shopping. so apa lagie?
#2. dad suddenly talked about ‘baskin robbins’ and then bro made some jokes and here we go, 1/2 gallon is now in the fridge.
#3. everyone in this house are now in good mood, and everyone laughs all the time. (well tipu la. most of the time)
#4. i overspent at Fila. idOntknOw, but the material is so good. =)
#5. dad’s bday is today, and suddenly dia ade mood nak belanja all of us, so we bought baskin robbins. whee.

seriously, nowadays dah taktau nak apdet ape kat sini. macam takde sape baca. haha. plus, i had to create another blog, for bussiness math. adoyai.

raya is 15 days away. whee best best!

i guess that’s if for now kot. im using friend’s laptop – namanya aqad. he’s looking and staring and making some noise telling that he wants his laptop back. FINE!

gotta go now.

much love guys,
toodle.

the title describes it all.

idk why on earth, i CANNOT be mad to those ppl i love. – my friends, besties, fam, wtv such.

seriously i dontknow whyyyy.

hmm. keeping it to myself made be become more angry to myself.

pointing it out would make them angry.

so?