drama here and there™

i heard it on Hot FM this evening, song named Here In My Home.

A project done independently by some of the Malaysian Artistes.

Download it at www.malaysianartistesforunity.info

More info can visit www.malaysianartistesforunity.info

Serious, no joke. Listen to it and you’ll love it too.

=)

i guess i have shopped almost enough, except for slacks to be worn with formal shirts.
(i have a huge problem regarding this)

bought pillows at Sunshine Square, and a  bed sheet too.

tomorrow later, i will be going out with Wan Ezza & Farah. (planned to watch Sepi, but the time is running out – seriously)

2 more days guys!

pls take note that i’m not going to update this blog very often (eventho i’ll be at home almost every weekends).

i’m really sorry but it’s the best way for the time being. furthermore, there’s nothing much to update, anymore. life’s bored.

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i checked my phonebook and i could see so many kak(s) there. last time, they were only Kak Atikah (my cousin), Kak Min (beloved-god-sis-whee-for-that), and Kak Roy (another god-sis-and-yay-to-her).

now i have few more cousin’s number, additional cousin-in-law, older friends (some are mum’s friend who are quite young enough to be called as ‘kak’. sometimes, i did sent messages to wrong person and boo for that. wasted 7 cent or sometimes 15 cents. grrr.

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my pet cat, Bella is now so cute. she’s annoyed (sometimes) with the new-born-younger-brother. lalala~ blame your mama MIMI aka MILAH

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gosh. i wonder if i could survive waking up very early in the morning. share toilet. share bedroom. mum will not be around. wash own clothes. walk to class. walk to eat. walk here. walk there. do this. do that. on my own. uwaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!

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i should have registered to ___ earlier !

it’s late now.

time for bed.

love,
Shu.

4 horrible & fearful days to go…

yeah. shu akan register at uitm this saturday. uwaa. i hate this. but it will happen.
17 years, 6 months duduk bawah ketiak mak and suddenly kena independent?? gosh. VERY VERY HARD!
i had bought everything except for slack. benchii. tak suka slackk!!

outing bersama mereka…

it happened last sunday.
it happened to be with Hardy, Dayah, Wyda, Ros, Raz & Zamir.
it happened at Queensbay Mall.
it happened….
we ate at Kapitan, we walked around, they shopped at Padini & Family, they shopped at Jusco, they bought shoes at Bata & Chadstone, he bought a shorts at Al-ikhsan, she bought a bag at Extreme.
i bought nothing. =p
I already had spent almost rm800 and now i need to keep my mouth shut and stop buying.

cats…

we lost picasso.. (been kidnapped i think)
a week after, mama mimi beranak lagi.
wahh! very productive la this mama.
dulu mama mimi was kinda suka marah baby bell. srkg sudah okeee.
and the new born baby is called… billy. (azhan gave the name)
bella has grown up. 3 months old. so fast kann.
perut banyak boonchit.

life..

seriously bored.

love..

-ing someone. but it will never happen. =)

much love to everybody else…
SHU.

if you like someone, who will NEVER be yours. what would you do?

he’s not the Mr Perfect, but, in your eyes, he’s perfectly perfect.

you never realize what you like, till one day, when it disappears.

and you’ll regret.

few pals asked why my blog is unable to be read.

my life is now private.

a blog [or where ever they provide me to write] is a place for me to express what I feel, without noticing anyone’s feelings.

without noticing, i’ve hurt ppl’s heart.

without noticing too, ppl hurt my heart.

who are to be blamed?

me?

you?

whoever!

and so i’ve decided, to make my life private. including all those online friend-searching-web that I currently use.

Myspace – only will be update once in a blue moon. [to view ppl's account]
Facebook – to keep in touch with friends from all over the world [some of them do not own friendster]
Friendster – to connect with friends from High School, Primary School, or everyone from Malaysia or anywhere on earth. photos will be deleted, will leave few latest/old ones only. – will be cleaned by June 27th.

photo album such as;

Multiply – will leave as it is.
Flickr – will be deleteing whatever that is not compulsary.

is it wrong to express my feelings? i guess i will need my own private diary for me to write. [gosh, i hate writing. i love typing] but it’s ok, to satisfy everyone.

it’s ok to break/hurt me. but its DAMN NOT OK if i hurt other people.

that’s life.

move on or go to hell.

maybe after this i’m not able to update the blog like i’ve been doing before. will update anything that would be important for readers to read. [nothing actually] or maybe this blog will be dead.

heh. i know. this is not a good thing to do, but i’m doing this for everyone’s good. i’ve been thinking all over and this is the best solution.

i’m doing this to make everyone happy. but is everyone else making me happy? my family does. my bestfriend, yes. they would always support me. who are they? i bet all of you know. they were the only who would be there whenever I need them.

thank you 2008. almost half of the year now. i’ll make sure the other half would be the better than the half which had happened.

love to everyone.